Wednesday, May 07, 2003 ·

Hello world... Spent most of the day experimenting with my electric guitar and maha's gadget... I used the in-built 'overdrive' on the amp as well... This made the guitar super sensitive... I could play it just by touching the strings. Muahahah. POWERFUL!!! Came up with yet another tune. I was aiming for a punk rock feel but it turned out more like a old school rift... :P
I've got the rubber ducky song stuck in my head... Its really bugging me. You know the one sung by ernie from sesame street. A friend let me hear it a few nights ago and now I find myself humming it every once in a while. Bleah! Its just as bad as Kylie Minogue's "can't get you out of my head" and Shakira's "Whenever, Wherever". Haha...

Was supposed to accompany Ziig, Pam, Matt and Cheng to the movies today but remembered at the last moment that I had soccer in the evening. Soccer was fun as usual... Dale joined us also. I think he was not used to the speed of our game. Heheh... Could see him improving quite quickly though.

I got mentioned in Ruth's Blog!! Keep the faith, sister!!! Hee. Just wanna add something... Don't place all your hope and trust in friends. Its not necessary to look for acceptance from people. Being surrounded with friends doesn't mean all your problems disappear. Sure, you might forget your problems while having fun with them. But the problems are still there. I'm not saying that friends are no good... I'm not saying that we shouldn't trust them. What I'm saying is that they are human... Just like you and me. People make mistakes. People have feelings, sometimes they feel down too and cannot be encouraging. Its as simple as that. But you know God never fails, He never betrays trust or breaks his promises. He'll NEVER leave NOR forsake. God never says, "Go away, I'm busy with something right now." or "I've got my own problems!!!" Thank God for that!
I'm sorry if I don't sound encouraging to some people. Its just that this is the way I got through my depression. I know that God is always there when I need Him... The next step is not to take Him for granted when everything gets better... haha...

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Books I'm Reading

  • The Practice Of The Presence Of God by Brother Lawrence
  • Vintage Jesus by Mark Driscoll
  • A Million Miles In A Thousand Years by Donald Miller
  • A Royal Waste Of Time by Marva J. Dawn
  • Travelling Mercies by Anne Lamott
  • Through Painted Deserts by Donald Miller
  • Thriving As An Artist In The Church by Rory Noland
  • The Adventure Of Worship by Gerrit Gustafson
  • Christ The Lord: The Road To Cana by Anne Rice
  • Christ The Lord: Out of Egypt by Anne Rice
  • Searching For God Knows What by Donald Miller
  • Sex God by Rob Bell
  • Jesus Wants To Save Christians by Rob Bell
  • Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller
  • Velvet Elvis by Rob Bell
  • The Wigglesworth Standard by Peter J. Madden

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